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Tue, 26 May 2009 02:30:55 GMT

So its been like a month since ive been on here again...im a slacker but im getting better lol.

Since about the last time i posted anything i was stricken with a crazy sickness...HSP.

Its a vascular infection(infection in my blood vessels)and pretty much it fucks up your joints and can cause organ failure. It gave me a "rash" on the lower half of my body which were just tons and tons of unraised red dots that covered my legs...they ended up being broken blood vessels under the skin from having inflamed blood vessels. Then my feet and ankles started to swell and i couldnt walk and i was in immense pain, landing me in ER the first time. So they gave me a Lortab prescription for pain because this infection is incurable and not contagious, i just had to wait it out(needless to say, they told me it would take about 6 weeks to go away). So i start getting better and they told me if i had any stomach pain to go straight to the ER cause it could be my organs shutting down...so a week later i thought i was getting better then these dots had spread to my arms and now my knees and elbows and hands werent working correctly...i couldnt walk again...i had to scoot around the house in a computer chair(luckily we have wood floors). So i was in the ER again because i had had unbearable stomach pains and i was throwing up blood. They ended up giving me IVs of steroids and other things i cant pronounce lol. needless to say after that i steadily got better...and now 6 weeks later im fine...i still have a few dots on my legs but i can actually leave my house and wear shorts...oh! and i was out of work for 3 weeks but yesterday was my first day back :]

I had all the doctors baffled. For one, this is a ridiculously rare vascular infection, all the doctors i had seen have said in all their years theyve only seen like 2 cases and some have only read about it. Also, in all the cases they had ever seen it wain children 10 and under...and none of them have seen anyone with it in the last like 8-10 years. Its unknown how one gets this and why someone my age got it...but im better now. I wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy...it was the worst thing ive ever been through. Being tired and sick all the time and confined to my bed was just crazy... really thought i was going to go insane lol..no driving or walking...when my hands swelled up i couldnt even lift up my cell phone it hurt so bad.

I had to get a CT scan of my chest cause they thought there was something there, i had weekly visits to the doctors, numerous xrays of my chest and abdomen, urine analysis and lab work...ugh...i HATE HATE HATE doctors and hospitals and i practically lived at the doctors office...CRAZY.

Im glad to be back at work...they are giving me more hours now, i think they are doing that cause they know i need the money for all these bills.

So what made me think of writing all this even though ive been okay for a few days is the Health Channel. I was watching "Mystery Diagnosis" and this guy who was 21 had the same thing i had and he got his own episode cause he was so much older than the age this normally occurs. I WANT MY OWN DAMN SHOW!

Ive also been trying to get my school stuff together...more seriously.
Still looking for a second or better job.
Cannot wait! til i can go back to beaching it on the weekends and days off...damn rainy weather lol.
Getting more into art and photography so the thought of going to an art school is exciting me ALOT.

my hands hurt...more later lol and hopefully not a month from now lol. pceee!

HELLO WORLD!

Wed, 15 Apr 2009 23:41:41 GMT

Well ive wandered my way onto this site once again after realizing the last time i posted anything it was DECEMBER 12TH! holy crap...lol

lots has changed...but i dont have enough hours in a day to explain it all lol

-i found a new job, and it sucks cause they dont give anyone hours cause so many ppl work there
-however, i feel like im behind all my friends...everyone i know seems to be getting engaged/married and having kids...did i miss the memo?!
-a lot of my friends who are in the military are starting to come back...thankfully
-i went to a belly dancing class last week and it was soooo fun lol
-HAPPY 11TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE SISTER
-singleeee...oh and am i loving it!
-looking into being a police officer, crazy huh? lol little 'ol me
-im getting tan! also crazy, cuz im a whitey lol
-luckily i can say that life is going ok, the economy sucks but i cant change that over night and thats really the only downfall at the moment

hmm...i guess that'll be all for now...lol

i hope everyone is doing well

Im still alive lol

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 21:14:21 GMT

so its been a few months since ive even been on here...woops!

well, ill give you the break down.

-I quit my job cause I absolutely hated it there.
Ive been a lot happier now not having to work everyday.
-Me and James broke up on November 16.
-I started getting a lot closer with this really sweet and amazing guy named Chris :]
-WE ARE DATING!!!

♥12.10.08♥

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 07:32:46 GMT

Sooo...things are going pretty well lately...

Manager training starts in like 2 weeks.
Which also means I will be getting a raise soon :]

I'm hoping to meet with a recruiter in the next 2 weeks as well.
Man I can't wait to leave this boring ass town.

There's a storm a brewing and its fixin' to hit us (hehe).
But then again thats Florida weather for ya.

Well...I hope everyone is doing alright, I'm off to bed
:]<3

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 07:09:44 GMT

I think im gunna join the coast guard...

12 weeks in Petaluma, California
Free top notch cooking school
Home Sweet Home
Same pay as every other military personnel
No over seas :]

sounds like a deal to me...?

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:53:55 GMT

i saw the midnight showing of the black knight today...and i loved it :]

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 15:43:43 GMT

I haven't been on here in FOREVER...so in the time that I'm here I'm gunna be selfish lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

me: aww thanks you' so sweet... :]
me: no problem, hope you have good day!

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:55:24 GMT

hello people...long time no see lol

ive been meaning to get on here for like ever but im lazy as hell lol

anyways....birthday in a month :]
LEGAL!!!

lol im the baby of the friends =/

in other news...
things are going well all around.
-graduation=amazing
-just got a raise at work
-get to start culinary school relatively soon
-grad party on the 14th
-as well as ACTs

yay me lol

how is everyone??? i dont feel like going back to look at everything(cause once again im lazy lol)
hopefully well :]

Sat, 03 May 2008 14:32:07 GMT

jacqueline brooke vukcevic...
watch your fuckin step.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 00:08:22 GMT

hello.
im still alive.
thought i would just let you all know lol.
i havnt posted anything in almost a month sooo lets go back shall we...

most recently...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAQUILLE!!!
i had to work friday and i had my sisters bday party saturday or else i wouldve seen you.

me and james are okay...we've been having our ups and downs as usual...lately more downs but its ok...we get over it in like 20 minutes lol. our 6 month anniversary was april 1st, he got me a gold necklace with a charm that says "princess" on it(which couldnt be any more correct lol) and i got him a cell phone(cause he had been begging for one).

spring break was decent. coulda been better but oh well. i had to work a lot(no surprise there)but the nights were crazy lol. mostly hung out with the boys, wreaking havoc. hehe. and playing the wii. ddnt go to the beach at all...eventho i wanted to.

i recently found out that i got the bright futures scholarship. 75% paid for universities and 100% paid for community colleges.
my grades are recently a shit ton higher than they have been most of the year(opposite of what usually happens).

ive been working more and more hours lately at work because they are training me to be a shift manager. I took the team trainer test today and passed with flying colors. promotion. so now i just have to be trained as a manager and wen i turn 18 all i'll have to do is take the test for that(*clears throat* making me, by far, the youngest manager there and probably youngest manager there ever lol).

my dad bought a new truck(the same truck i said i wanted but couldnt have cause it was too much money...funny how that works...)

idk how im going to afford prom, or if im even going. i want to go but i dont drive and james cant get his license til he pays a $200 ticket(which shoulda been paid off but his brother stole $200+ dollars from him). I dont have a dress and idk how im gunna afford that even if we did have a ride, plus his tux. i wanna go =/ it seems too far outta reach though.

hmm...what else...idk, i cant really think of anything lol.

until next time.
:]

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 16:41:35 GMT

senior project due wednesday the 26th at 5pm...havent started yet...

WOOO...im amazing :] lol

ah!

Sun, 09 Mar 2008 03:47:22 GMT

I havn't been able to get to a computer all day today due to work buttttt....

Happy Birthday Melissa!
legal!

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 16:32:35 GMT

I'm eating tapioca pudding right now for the first time ever.
The little jelly things are freaking me out.
They look like I don't know...little boogers or something lol
But they haven't really added any taste to the pudding, just a weird texture.
So I guess I could just say I'm eating vanilla and booger pudding.
yum?

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 05:09:46 GMT

I love my Milball dress :]

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 22:46:30 GMT

Life is okay lately.

I have plans of moving out within 6 months.

The only difficult part in my life right now is stupid drama at school, dumb rumors that aren't true *rolls eyes* but its high school, what else would happen.

My mother is being the biggest idiot on the planet lately...she knows I can't stand stupidity and well recently she's just overflowing with it...

Time to go to the mall in search of a dress for Milball.

after while, crocodile.

hello again

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 04:23:48 GMT

Today was great. Well I stayed home from school cause I've been crazy sick all week but really...I couldn't care because I've had the most amazing boy taking care of me :]

Today we were laying in his bed and he downloaded a bunch of(mushy)songs and we laid there and he held me and sung to me :]

His voice makes my heart flutter
and the songs he sang brought tears to my eyes
lol I'm a dork

Things couldn't be more perfect between us, unless we lived together and whatnot.

I LOVE HIM♥

tagged?

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 04:31:33 GMT

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship? > yes

2) What was your dream growing up? > to be a radiologist, crazy huh?

3) What talent do you wish you had? > i wish i could whistle lol

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? > probably gatorade or something lol

5) Favorite vegetable? > CARROTS! lol

6) What was the last book you read? > The Forever King

7) What zodiac sign are you? > Cancer

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. > Nose...pretty self explanitory lol

9) Worst Habit? > procrastination

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? > who are you?

11) What is your favorite sport? > FOOTBALL!

12) Do you have a Negative or Positive attitude? > very positive

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? > once again...who are you?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? > lose some loved ones =/

15) Tell me one weird fact about you. > I'm deathly afraid of the dark

16) Do you have any pets? > yes 3 and some fish

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? > who are you?!

18) What was your first impression of me? > ugh...

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? > neither, mostly amusing

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? > more toned, but im workin on it

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? > crime partner

22) What color eyes do you have? > greeeeeen

23) Ever been arrested? > no lol

24) Bottle or can soda? > umm doesnt matter

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? > save atleast half and help the fam out with the other half probably

27) What's your favorite place to hang at? > im content being at my house

28) Do you believe in ghosts? > not really

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? > catch up on some me time

30) Do you swear a lot? > no

31) Biggest pet peeve? > stupidity

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself? > happyyyy

33) Do you believe in/appreciate romance? > omg yes!

34) What is your current favorite song? > you're my better half-keith urban

35) Do you believe in God? > not really

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you(you dont have to) > duh lol

Tags: anyone

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 20:16:06 GMT

I never post anymore lol
Unless I'm bored that is...and well...here I am.

Nothing particularly new going on.
Got my cap and gown order in today so I will be walking across that stage in something lol

I really don't wanna go to work today... =/
Its all I do, but the money is nice.
However, I do have Friday-Sunday off, only be I requested it off.

Saturday is my day with the girlies...havn't had one of those in awhile.
They are dragging me to a wrestling tournament thats being held at our school lol then the 3 of us and some of the wrestlers are going out to eat after(depending on the time).

Then Sunday is dedicated to scholarships all day, how exciting lol.

Monday I have a meeting after school for Mr/Mrs Ridgewood, still scared to do it but I think once I see who all I'm up against I'll relax lol

Ah! gotta go to work...finish this later lol

..::UPDATE::..

Okay...back from work.
It was lame as usual, James' first day is tomorrow...this should be interesting lol.
Its like 1115 and I still have to get in the shower and do a bunch of hw and work out some more since I didn't get to go running after school.

soooo how is everyone?

happyyyyy

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 04:55:03 GMT

So happy lately.
I'm lovin this :]
Going to Hooters tomorrow, I hope.
James is amazing.
I got him a job at my work so now I will get to spend more time with him.
Superbowl soon.
Gotta go read for school.
Sleep.

my life is perfect....

my weekend

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:25:59 GMT

This is probably one of my busiest weekends in a long time.
But I'm so happy lately :]

I have my amazing boyfriend and crazy friends to thank for that...so thank you.

I'm scheduled for almost 32 hours this week but I've been staying late and stuff because I'm trying to get overtime lol I stayed an hour late the other day and like 45 mins late tonight, it'll have to build up eventually lol. Then next week I work 27 hours. I got paid today and it also put me in a really good mood, $310.80 :] I'm used to getting checks like that but since school started they've rarely been more than $230.

I've had to sacrifice more lately but I like the stricter schedule because it allows me to get stuff done that needs to be done because I put it before things that I want, maybe that's another reason why I'm happier. Other people have noticed my happiness more too, they keep coming up to me and asking me why I'm so happy and stuff. It's nice.

I went to breakfast with my daddy this morning. It's rare that I ever see him anymore because of work and school. Then we went to the mall to go shoe shopping and then to some peoples houses that I haven't seen in forever, so that was nice.

I typed this whole thing w/o looking at the keyboard, I'm proud of me :]
hehe, little perks.

Anyway...I'm gonna go read my book for English then probably sleep and then I'm going to James' house tomorrow :], he's so perfect for me I swear. ♥♥♥

Well in the words of Porky, "thats all folks!"

possibly my new car

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:39:01 GMT

♥

Today...

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 02:49:51 GMT

...was surprisingly amazing.

ive been in an exceptionally good mood all day, even through work(and thats saying something lol).

my new classes are amazing and im feeling more motivated to do better than i have in a loooong time.

well, gotta go study for my econ. test tomorrow and read for english :]

<333

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 00:00:26 GMT

Screw "happy holidays" I don't see how its "offensive" sure it might not be what you celebrate but it can't go as far as being offensive...seriously...chill out.

anywaaaaays...
I hope everyone had a good Christmas and got what they wanted!

Santa brought the family a Nintendo Wii with games and such.
I got the shoes I wanted(which I already knew I was getting them cause I had to try them on 3 weeks ago lol) and a printer/copier/scanner cause my mom was sick of me coming into her room at 2 in the morning and printing stuff out lol, it has some pretty cool settings and such on it. Got some clothes, a few gift cards, some jewelry, a ton of Princess Jasmine stuff :], socks/underwear :], and tomorrow Dave, Sam, James, and I are going to Busch Gardens(James has never been on a roller coaster hehe...Melissa). Oh! and I got the alarm clock I asked for(lately mom has been having to drive me to school like once a week cause I don't wake up on time lol).

Not sure if I can think of anything else. Still awaiting James' gift...he got me a ring, I know that, it just hasn't been given to me.

What did everyone else get?

Well, gonna go play Wii with the sister.
leave me some ♥

nice change...

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 06:42:41 GMT

james posted this...

[subject] Amazing...
Kim is..... my afternoon and evening with her was amazing... my day in general was amazing i passed all my finals... by FAR!!!!!! and i got to be with my angel for the whole day after that.... WHAT COULD BE BETTER

oh and she got me a Jacksonville jaguars custom jersey with my name on the back.... and my lucky number!!!!

SHES PERFECT I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!

its nice having this feeling returned for once :]
he's amazing
im glad we stumbled upon each other...
pretty much thats what happened, he talked to me by chance lol
but im thankful everyday that he did.
thx donald for calling him over that day :]

yay!

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 21:45:30 GMT

Holiday party tonight.
pictures later.
:]

..::EDIT::..
no pictures, my camera wasn't working, maybe i can steal some from other people though.
i had so much fun though.
james and vandy were head banging at each other and got really close then stopped and me n jocelyn turned around and i guess they were pressing their luck and they ended up hitting each other and then their heads were bleeding and such, then james spilled kool-aid all over my pant leg lol crazy night.
love you bby!

FAEB